i had a horrible panic attack last yr that lasted about 48 hrs and i couldnt bring myself to come on tumblr for a very long time. i loved my blog. i baby’d it and made sure it was very active. it meant a great deal to me!! <333 i hated leaving it behind as my life was spiraling out of control but it was about 80% of the reason why i had my panic attack, not this account exactly, but another tumblr had been running and forgot about then remembered, it triggered the panic attack initially.
but after 1 yr of being absent, it just doesnt matter all that much any more. i have a ton of tumblr accounts ( a couple i want to delete but i can’t bc i lost the log in info to them) but i dont want to delete this account bc it meant something to me for soo long..i decided to change the name from baby–kate to newbestfriend (which i’m not sure i’ll keep bc i like the name and i might make me a new tumblr at some point and then i’d like to use this name if i do, soo we’ll see)..
anyway. i can’t comepletely delete this account bc yes it means a lot to me or it did mean a lot to me and also bc my OCD will not allow me to do it. i deleted my youtube a few months ago and it still bothers me bc i had had it for yrsss!! but i digress lol.
soo i guess we’ll see if i keep this blog active and just tweak it a bit to suit where i am now in my life or if i’ll just start over completely fresh and maybe use newbestfriend for another tumblr that way i can feel like i’m not completely abandoning things but just starting over fresh. then again, i may not even start a new tumblr. i just dont kno.
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